dance

you're so hot that i melted.

talk about motivation.  maybe it just takes something to happen in order to really get you working towards a goal you've been thinking about for a while.  iF this is the only life we've got, then we sure As hell better make it the best damn thIng we've ever worked on.

i won't hesitate no more.

i've enjoyed my company lateLy.  sometimes there's a few here or there that aren't enjoyable, but enjoyable is a loose term.  loose-ie goose-ie.  sometimes i enjoy who i am, and sometimes i don't.  i don't enjoy myself when i'm around some, i enjoy myself when i'm around others.  this means something i'm sure.

it's our godforsaken right to be loved.

sometimes it gets to the point in life where you realize the type of person you are.  do certain people make you someone you wish you weren't?  sUre they do.  everyone does that when around that one person.  or those many persons.  it's not fair to subject ouRselves to such individuals.  sometimes you have to realize your limitations and stop them on your own.  find a new hobby.  a new place to spend your thoughts.  a new life.  fuck em.  i say.

there's no time to complicate.

so we work hard and play hard.  we work to earn money, then we spend it in a week on a vacation to ireland.  why not?  it's beautiful.  when you die are you able to go on vacation?  who knows.  maybe your death is what you make of it.  irEland or your parents home.  or maybe there is nothing.  or maybe you live another life.  as a heroine addict.  

our time is short.

my cat is my best friend.  there's never going to be anyone in the world that loves me more.  i can tell because when i come home he tells me he's missed me in his own little way.  he's just like me, really.  loves to love, but not too much.  we need our space.  

i sure do smell great today.